So to continue from the end of school. I passed 7 GCSE's at grade C or above. Plus took 4 others which included 3 grade Ds and a Grade E. I went to College and University. Coming out of the education system at the age of 20. With no drive to use what I have studied, I still find it difficult to get down and code anything, even making simple Access Databases can be a difficult task. The last year of my study was virtually taught by one Lecturer. Who we had complained to the University board about, and were re-assured that it would not happen. I drifted into a dead end warehouse job and carried on drifting through dead jobs.
When I was 19, I met my first love. We spent 2 years together, had countless arguments and good times. We did not live together, and that is possibly why we lasted so long. She was a nice person and introduced me to Heavy Metal. Which I have liked since, and built up quite the CD collection after breaking up with her. After thsis young lady, I started meeting people online and physically met three people over two years from online. Only one of which was in the same country as me, so I flew half way around the world twice to see girls. You can guess that it didnt work out properly, these girls allowed me to develop and try things I liked.
The next girl I met from online was perhaps both the best and worst choice I have ever made in a lover. We lived together for 4 years, she had three children from relationships before I met her. She become the mother of my only daughter two years into our relationship. A lot of events went down in that relationship and we seperated in not nice circumstances. I have changed, done lots of work regarding relationships, since then.
Since October 2006, I have been doing Tech Support. Which has made me feel better about my person, even with the breaks in employment. The work is better than others I have done, with plenty of prospects and better paid.
As one of the comments previously asked, have I spoken to my Biological father since I was 4. Yes I did, once when I was 25. I contacted him, and asked to meet him. It was the first and last time that I will speak to him. At least I know his side, and he seemed to want to bad-mouth my mother more than impress on me that he was a good person.
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Sounds like you've reached that point in life when one turns to himself, and starts working on stuff he avoided to work on for quite some time. I'm keeping my fingers crossed (though you don't really need that!)
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