The Phoenix

So some may be aware of this, offers not. However I am sick of keeping it hidden away, afraid of people might think if they knew. A lot of people reading this will already know that we are not normal, mainly from the constant changing of pronouns and other posts on other sites.

However, we are not a single mind in this body but a mix of two minds. They are always mixed and in agreement with anything that is done. The worst thing is that they are of different genders. We feel the need for the body to reflect how our mind is. I do not know if this is even possible, but I need to speak to some people about it to find out. I tried to get the ball moving today, but the person I wanted to ask questions of was not in her office when I went around there at lunch time and was too busy during the rest of the day.

Everyone who knows about this has been supportive, but my family know nothing about it at least at the moment. There are none in my physical world that know any of how I feel, not even the Therapist that I had recently. Its amazing how you can keep things hidden for so long and then it becomes natural to deny it.

The problem when we mention that we want the body to reflect the mind, people think of Kathoey. That is not what we mean, that would still not be what we want, if that is all that we could achieve then we would be better to never start anything.

That was it, really. I want to stop hiding everything and talk about it all.
Cheers,

Angel